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I'm not trying to be just another normal girl, in a messed up world. I'm living for Christ, not afraid to fight for what's right. While I'm waiting, I will serve You, while I'm waiting, I will worship, while I'm waiting, I will not faint, I'll be running the race, even while I wait. I will move ahead bold and confidant, taking every step in obedience, while I'm waiting.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Yesterday was Saturday. It was a good day. I was tempted to just stay in bed until it was time to get ready for Matt, but I was strong and got up. Did some little things in my room and around the house.
I've been trying to get in the habit of making my bed. Which is a silly habit to have to get into because it should be automatic right? Well for various bedding reasons, my bed is not the easiest to make everyday and I have those times where I just don't move from it all so it didn't make sense (in my mind) to make it. But I was tough on myself and got up and made it. It will be so much easier to make when Grandy has finished repairing my quilt. I love the quilt that has been on my bed forever, but the reason it's so hard to make is because that quilt is a queen-sized bed quilt from when I had my queen-sized bed in my room. But months ago (no idea how long, but a long time), I wanted more room in there so the queen moved to the basement and I took Grace's twin-sized bed when SHE upgraded to a full-sized bed like Sophie. I figured out a way to make my bed with that quilt but it will just be so much better when I have my quilt back from Grandy. And it will look beautiful on my bed.
Hugely off track from where I was trying to go subject-wise. Last night there were potential plans to double-date with James and the much disliked person who shall go unnamed. She's played with James, teased him, hurt him, the whole thing that only ends with him hurt and angry. Last night he asked me to go because he thought she might have changed but this time he knew better and wanted me to evaluate her so to speak and give him my opinion. But she apparently has not changed, because she never contacted him to confirm plans last night. She blew him off yet again.
Matt and I went to his house to hang out which is usually our Saturday routine after he gets out of work. I helped make some Furtado house taco thing for the Christmas party Mr. and Mrs. Furtado were attending. I watched Matt, his brother A.J. and A.J.'s friend Rob play Wii Fit for awhile. I felt a little bad that I wasn't taking part, but I don't have balance and the games they were playing were balance and leaning and tipping and all things I don't do well. So even though I felt bad and didn't want to be a party pooper in front of Mrs. Furtado, I couldn't do that. Just couldn't. I can lose my balance standing still. No way was I going to try it on purpose. Nope.
Matt and I went to get Adam from Alli's house and then Adam took the car to go shopping with Sean. Matt and I watched the end of Definitely, Maybe that we had started two weeks ago *sigh*, and it has Ryan Reynolds, Abigail Breslin, Isla Fisher, and many more. I really enjoyed it. Adam and Sean came back later and we all kinda hung out doing nothing. But it was fun. Last night was my second time hanging out with Sean and I like him. He seems like a sweet guy to me and I feel comfortable around him. Adam and I mercilessly teased each other back and forth all night. He likes to provoke me. I'm trying very hard to not be goaded into it, but I do fail sometimes. He pokes fun at my homeschooling and Christian-family background. Which to be honest hurts my feelings. Not that I can really explain that to him or Matt. I wouldn't even know how. It just hurts. Oh well.

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