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I'm not trying to be just another normal girl, in a messed up world. I'm living for Christ, not afraid to fight for what's right. While I'm waiting, I will serve You, while I'm waiting, I will worship, while I'm waiting, I will not faint, I'll be running the race, even while I wait. I will move ahead bold and confidant, taking every step in obedience, while I'm waiting.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Well. Today. Ughhh

I'm very thankful that Mrs. Lareau's doctor's FINALLY, after years of discomfort and pain, have diagnosed her as having Lyme Disease. You would've thought they couldn't figured that one out already, but they did not. But thank You Lord, for letting them figure it out now!!
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I found out I got blasted on facebook today over my Pro-Life group/event. Oooh man, I was verbally pummeled by someone who I do consider a friend. Its their opinion, so that 's fine, but it did hurt to see it. Ughh.
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Also today, I heard a story about a girl who I went to high school with, who I do know and have hung out with once or twice in group settings, got pregnant by her boyfriend, did not tell him, and then had an abortion, also without telling him. This is a guy who I was friends with. Not close friends, but I respected him and he was one of the kids who DIDN'T treat me like an outsider who should get the hell out. And he doesn't know that his girlfriend was not only pregnant with his child, but had an abortion, killing that child too. I've been so angry over that all night. So angry. I don't even know what to say about it here. Or what the hell I could do. Could I do anything? It's too late now. But he doesn't know.

God, once again, I am in the position of knowing a horrible piece of information and while its over and done with, how can I in good consciounce just keep my mouth shut and let someone stay in that situation?

BOTH of these situations are life changing!! Both of them are situations I would want to know about.

The first one, I'm too late. I don't know what will happen there, but I waited too long and now there is nothing I can say.

But this....Lord, why would she do that? And why do I have to know? Supposedly only like 4 people know. I don't even care. People gossip. People gossip. People talk. How much do I value certain relationships when it comes to keeping some ugly black secret inside of me?

This would hurt him. I know that. But Lord, wouldn't it hurt worse to someday find out his girlfriend, possibly wife, had aborted their baby?


What do I do?

Tonight sucked.

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