It is April 19th, tax season (excluding the extension to May 11th, due to MA flooding) is over and I have more free time than I completely know with what to do.

I have two days left of work at the office before I am once again unemployed (scary thoughts) and I'm trying to collect my scattered brain and make a new to-do list.

I have quite a bit of money saved for a car and my dad is diligently looking for one. I'll have payments to make of course, but I also have money saved to make the first few payments on the car if I don't immediately find a job. I am going to try very hard to find a job.

I made the mistake of thinking I could make plans right away, with my first hours of free time. Silly me, I should have remembered that my body wouldn't tolerate that at all. I slept for a huge part of the weekend, alarm clocks not registering with my unconscious self at all. It's now Monday, Patriot's day actually, and I feel better and more refueled. My last two days of work should be tomorrow and Wednesday, and they will be bittersweet. I truly loved the job, and I really hope I'm asked to come back next year.

I had my placement testing at MCC the first week of April, and I passed the reading and writing parts with flying colors. The math, I did dreadful and I need to retake that one. Thankfully, I know have the time to study the booklet they gave me. I've been working 50 hours a week for about a month and any time I was not at work, it was so hard for me to do anything that involved really thinking, or even moving. When you work that much, you can really feel like you're behind in life and living itself.

Life is good right now. I'm worried about some aspects of the future of course, but for the most part I'm content and at peace.

That is all for now my readers. I hope you forgive me for my lack of writing.