I had a Mary appointment yesterday. She upped the Elavil again, which I wasn't not expecting. I woke up horribly yesterday. Horrible mood, I was ready and willing to pay the fee for canceling an appointment if it meant I could go back to sleep. I fell asleep (at one point,) sitting on the bathroom floor with my head leaning against the tub, because I was too tired to wash my hair. I did wash my hair, and somehow was NOT late either. After mom and I went to Shaw's supermarket, CVS and Mum ran into BMW to attempt to find a present for Dad (no luck) and then we took a very long round-a-about way of getting home when Mum accidentally got back onto route 3. Luckily, it meant I was gifted with lunch from KFC. Last night I was so tired that I unfortunately fell asleep without taking my meds. So tonight will be the first night of the higher dose of the Elavil. Tonight I am going out with Matt :) I love Tuesdays for that reason. I was told that we are going food shopping. I plan to buy a bag of cornmeal to make muffins. Oh and he's here. I'll write later.