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Thursday, October 15, 2009

Oh man. Today is my birthday. I am 19 years old.

Well first, last night was rough. I cried for awhile off and on, Kelsey and Mia texted me for a bit. Then both of them and Kevin texted me at midnight to say happy birthday, which at the moment nothing was happy as there were a few tears still running down my face. I sent some very sad woeful texts to Matt last night. I woke up to replies from him which made me feel better which is what I knew would happen, thank you Matt, darling you're the best. Mama woke me up at some dreadfully early hour to cuddle with me for a minute and briefly talk about the text, e-mail and facebook messages I had sent her last night at about 12 am begging her not to go anywhere today. I was a miserable sad little girl. I woke up to texts from facebook from friends saying happy birthday on my wall. Its been really special. I'm loved. Asa sent me a facebook message saying happy birthday. I haven't replied and I'm not going to, but its sweet that he did say it to me.
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So I woke up feeling better.
Mum and Sophie went to Chelmsford to meet Grandy at a place in the center to make a Christmas ornament of some kind if I recall correctly. They plan on bringing lunch of my choice home if I'd like. I'm not hungry right now. I'm never hungry enough. But I picked KFC so we'll see what happens.
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Mama wrote about me on her blog today. I haven't read it yet. I've been saving it :)
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I have to watch last night's Glee episode today and Grey's Anatomy is on tonight. I'm not sure how I'll watch the latter. I'm doubting I'll be able to watch it on the TV here, so I might watch it tomorrow morning on the computer. Which is fine with me, I enjoy watching it like that. I put my earbuds in and just sneak off into a little bubble called Seattle Grace Hospital.
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James called me today to say happy birthday. I got all emotional. He not only didn't forget, he called. Oh he made me so happy.
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I'll try to write later. Today is full of mixed emotions, and I'm trying to make the majority of them happy.


Happy birthday to me!! :)

Posted by Mollizzabeth at 1:00 PM

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