I saw Mia today. It was fun we went on some errands in Salem and did a little shopping (her, not me). Now I'm home and trying to figure some things out and my brain doesn't feel capable. I feel like I don't have any solutions, that I can't make it all work. It sucks. I feel stressed out and pressured and I don't think the stress and pressure is coming from anyone but my own self. I don't know what to do. I should probably make lists and see if that helps. Ugh. I'm not in a good mood right now.